Argaelle's world -The Elvenfair-

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Someone said that when you go somewhere, you go to find a bit of yourself, and to learn about yourself. That's true. I went 4 times to London.
The third time was important to me... it was with someone important, for something important, and i've find something that time. Normally, I would have been devastated, even if I think I have behave so childishly, but I've learn a lot. With that important person. From that person, and from me.

The fourth time I went to London was just a few days ago. I've noticed fisrtly it was hard for me to be back in that city, because I was missing something important. Well, the right word is someone important. You know ... "as if i'm missing a vital organ from my body".
Then, I've opened myself to te world, and just thought of me.... well just before leaving France, an Angel (only I can understand who is that Angel...) told me the most thing is me. He didn't say that in a way that i have to become selfish, no, just start loving yourself, and just start thinking of you, he said. He was right. I'm always looking for someone, to help, to care for. I like it, it's part of my nature, but just thinking of mysef, and just myself a bit helped me a lot. I was so peaceful. I am so peaceful. I was opened to every person in the streets. And the exchanges were better.
English people aren't like French people. We're too selfish, thinking of our problems, being so rude, so stressed, have to do everything so quickly, because if not, everybody stare at you, you're like a loser.
In England, people are so helpful to strangers, so kind to give any information if you're lost, they're so easy-going.
Ask in France some help... no smile, you're disturbing the other, and the person isn't really kin to speak to you. What a shame in France!
This too, helped me a lot. Taking time to listen to the other person. And taking time for me, letting my thoughts in peace.
I feel so peaceful now... I think i'm starting to take care of myself. I've heard you Angel, and know you're beside me. Things are simples, I've forgot that... Love is simple, peace and happiness in ours hands all time.